I keep waiting for the respawn so I can do the fun stuff over again (and do it better!), but then I remember that this is real life.
Holy malarkey dude.. same thing has been happening to me the past few months.. but in real life quite a bit.
Every time I go gaming, it's the same feeling these days.. usually.. like there was a fun time when we did stuff because it was rare and fun. Now it feels like it is a less boring way to fill in the gaps.
I don't even care about computer hardware, care little for software, dislike most games, dislike the hacking even more. Games are more like war these days, in stead of fun.. and every time I find a fun game the hackers don't know about yet, some one brings the hackers in on it and that is the end of fun in that game.. no more goofyness or intense battles... just head shot and insta-gib sadness.
But, respawn is a while yet... so we gotta go with what we have!
Have you looked at the Unreal Engine?
Open source communities?
Those places can be a place for friends and friend finding.
Of course, I tend to enjoy just meeting random people in real life, on the street, at schools, etc, and talking with them. Helping those who seem to need some one to talk with.. even if they aren't sad, just idea sharing with out the "omg noobs" of the internets.
I guess you could attribute my absence and "goodbye" note from over a year a go to this group of feelings.
I'll always enjoy this place and the times we all shared here. :-)
Peace Particle!
(until next visit)
-Lidge/Alcoholic007