Yeah, admins don't seem to last long. Some people blare "m0 adminz!" at the same time others are shouting "less adm1nz!!1." My point really being that it's hard to find a balance that people are comfortable with. Let me rephrase--impossible to find.
I was going to start another pK vote for 2 new members in a couple weeks. How many active admins do we have?
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As far as the whole you folks need me more than I need you, that's not exactly my attitude. My attitude is that when I decide to do something, I shouldn't have to put up with people whining about it and threatening to hack me and whatnot. I apparently don't know how to make anybody happy.
To keep close to the truth, I don't really care a lot anymore. I mean, sure, I'd love to be able to help, answer all my email, get some in-server time, police for morons, develop the new mod, and etc, but the truth is I just don't have the time or the love for TRPG anymore. I'm usually pretty busy with some project or other, but I do have time for TRPG still. I just don't feel the pull I used to.
I used to be a nicer person than I am today. Within a year of hosting, that changed to a bitter resentment to anybody ever asking for assistance in real life and online. I used to love to help people. Some people ask the right way, and I love to help those people. I answer those who are brasher in their methods as well, but it feels like getting hit with a baseball. I don't enjoy doing it. I do regardless, but not extremely well.
The only thing I enjoy anymore is running this website, hosting images and junk for people, the community on this forum, and maint tasks for these things. I don't really like running the server anymore--and I wouldn't be right now or for the last year or two if it weren't for people having invested so many hours into their chars. I couldn't do that to people, so I still run the server with low effort.
I don't see myself ever handing over the server to somebody else. Sure, I'd release the characters without hesitation if I ever shut down, but I wouldn't ever give the server--give PCRPG.
Look around, what do you see? I'm still standing in the corner. The people are still out in the dance floor. I'm by the door but I don't leave.