First of all Ge. No one but me knows the truth so dont try to act like you do.
How would you feel if someone was making up stories about you and you did all you could to defend yourself, but no one believed you because they thought they knew what really happened. When it comes down to it im the only one that knows. And sure I may have lied about some things, not on purpose, but for the simple fact that I dont remember. Because I do not take the internet seriously so I tend to forget things that I say or do in game. Im not relating this to any one subject or idea you may have about me in your mind. Im just relating this to my general attitude and outlook in game.
And razore, I tend not to remember people from online games. Since it is not my main focus in life. Unless you are my real life friend chances are I wont remember you. And i wasnt mean to you. you started freaking out on me. 99% of the time what comes out of my mouth is sarcastic because I do not take online seriously unless it directly effects me.
I'll say what I told frantic
I know that you dislike me for whatever reason. And that's fine. But your dislike is on a game level because after all you do not know me in real life. Or outside of this forum or game. I just wish that before you jumped on the hate aphex bandwagon you could have at least come to me for the truth because I am the only one in the end who knows who I am. I have been around here a long time and seen a lot of people and im not going anywhere anytime soon. Like ive said before I do this for Particle. And I would hope that you would have at least a tiny bit of respect for me, because I am a person and we at least deserve that much.
weather you think you know me, which most of you do not, it doesnt matter. because if any one of you would actually take the time out of your busy lifes to actually talk to me you would find that I am quiet different than I appear on the forum. I can say one thing, I have never lied about who I am or where I come from. Im just a girl that enjoys playing an online game with my friends. Some of you have already made up your minds about me and choose to believe the hearsay and that's fine. You can play you're little games if you choose, But this is just a game to me, It is just a forum. I am here to have fun and play a game. Not get all into drama about who did what. Now if any of you actually want to know who I am and what im really like, instead of getting your info from another source, then you can email me (
ambientaphex@gmail.com) or PM me. My AIM is buddies only for reasons that I care not to share.
And as far as I know I am the same kat that ive always been and no one has tried to be me or pretended to be me.
*I realize that what I said may not make sense and there are a lot of spelling mistakes. I am tired. I worked all day and it is late. so dont pick apart my post to point out every litte error i've made*
