youd be surprised how easy it is to stop drinking.
i never walk around and go "OMG I WANT BEER RIGHT NOW" and start shaking and having seizures until i have some alcohol. i would actually think particle would like being buzzed/slightly drunk. alcohol is just liquid confidence pretty much, if you drink in the right amounts it can turn you into who youve always wanted to be, and once you have done that a couple times you wont be shy anymore and youll always be who you want to be. because when youre slightly drunk you dont give a malarkey about small things but the big things still matter.
alcohol is a tool for me, and im using it to get to the point that i want to be at, and its working very well so far. i know how to drink and i know when to stop, and then i never have issues. im sure you have the self-control to not become an alcoholic.
whatever, thats just what i think