Sorry d00d. I'm the fat emo robot.
I overheard my parents arguing about me. My dad is getting really mad at me because I dont know what I want to do, and he thinks im just wasting time and money by going to school without a purpose. He thinks that I wont listen to him, and will only listen to my mom, and that my mom isn't pushing me to do anything. He's also mad because I don't have any job experience, and because of that, I won't get anywhere in life.
At the same time, my mom thinks that I just need more time to figure it all out, and that shouldn't have to be in and out of school in 4 years. She tells me to do what I love doing. But you see, I don't even know what I love doing. The things I do now...the way I conduct my life now, is sheerly out of pattern. I'm used to doing what I do, so I continue doing it. But it isn't by any means FUN.
But, I don't feel like I have any right to complain. Here I am, worrying over what I want to major in, when there are other people who worry over whether they're even going to get dinner tonight. It's ridiculous. It's like a downward spiral of depression. But the weird thing is that I'm not SAD. I still smile and laugh and have a good time, I just...don't know anything.
And that's just the tip of the iceberg.