Actually, I'm one of the ones who has managed to keep as many of the good players and admins around.
eViL, nothing against you, but I feel that I need to explain people's feelings towards you here.
When it came to enforcing the rules, you did an ok job. About as good as any of the rest of us.
What people are concerned with is that you get carried away with it. When someone asks a question that you consider stupid, you kill them. The same thing goes for any minor infraction. To you, all "crimes" have the same penalty regardless of what the official ones posted by the server owner.
I realize that you may be having real life problems, but that doesnt mean that you should take them out on the rest of us. It is this that we take offence to. It is nothing against you.
Another thing is that just because you are good at coding doesnt nessessarily mean that you are a "better person" than the rest of us. The way you treat others on the server is that if we arent god coders, we are all stupid clods who should be insulted and pked. I think that this might relate to your real life problems. We dont have anything against you (well, at least I dont) we just have problems with the way you treat us and the way power appears to go to your head.