I don't think Im being immature about it.. I have Particle on my ICQ list, and I have messaged him, but with no avail. Apparently he is done with the subject, so PMing him here won't change things.. it will probably just annoy him.
Regardless, I won't die today if I don't get admin back.. I would like it back, yes. All I need Particle to do is tell me what Iv'e done wrong, I will change it and move on.. simple as that. Summer is just around the corner and I will have much more time to write quests, and Im currently learning how to zone so that will be a big help as well.